1ST JAN A MESSS......

It all started at 31 st december 2010,while everybody was busy in studying due to the exam on the next day.and I was very much worried about the completion of the syllabus,as I had 3 units remaining to  study till then and I was not so sure that I will be able to do that till morning,in the mean while I heard a few noises of boys celebrating and seconds after someone knocked my door,it was amit srivastava,whom we call  Daddu ,which everybody use to have one(and I also have which I am not gonna tell).this is because he looks like all grown up. A fat young man with fastest growing beard in the whole  world that I can bet,but a kind hearted person ,(in my  room we have 4 people and out of four everyone is one of it's kind with some unusual habbits,but  here comes something which is common among us i.e laziness)..anyways after mugging for ten minutes as who should open the gate  anyways  one (Pranjal ) out of four of us opened the door and the sequence of hugging and congratulations started and lasted upto half an hour.as it was new year celebration so everbody had gone mad and bad,I don't know why this new year celebration is so bombastic in there.Everyone even those with whom you haven't talked for the entire life(collge life) even they come and greet as if meeting after geeting lost in "kumbh mela"…
                                  Even the laziest fellow of my room "dada" (who don't bother to get up from his bed during exams ,this is the guy who covers each n every topic of the syllabus and still gets less marks…n on getting the result after exams says.."screw you uptu ,I won't even study next semester"  and again here he is deep down into books..)  got up n hugged me n other guys In the corridor…

(View of Lords  at 1st jan 2012 12:01am)
                        
                  ….plenty of people dancing around n rushing in the corridor and smoking…n there are the most astonishing creatures of our foundation..The Guards..  yes, most astonishing in the manner that they are the oldest security guards in the whole even universe,they are standing there in the corridor (yes of course with a stick in their hands )to keep an eye on us …some are dancing on  the songs and while some are pissed off ,of the sound which is driving them crazy …some were drunk n abusing each other ,some were talking to their girl friends n swearing that dey will be together forever(including one of my best friends and then after the call he calls another girl and repeats the same… :P)..
                                 And here I am talking to my besties n  wishing them  and... stunned at what I heard just now by someone passed by … about the sharmaji's surprise distribution of pastries (Gosh ,I missed that one)….
After the Halla Gulla in the length long corridor everybody  settled down and tried to regain their concentration  ,I came back  to my room with my copy of someone's copy of "Quantum,The Magical book Of UPTU" ...yeah  you got it right we don't buy the book ,some nerd buy it n someone copies it ..n the chain reaction goes on …anyways I started recollecting all the important questions from the quantum n try to hands on  some weird diagrams which I swear I never got until dat night..why on the earth do they make us draw  such diagrams ..if they wanna do coding then write the code why to draw some bizarre creatures in the diagram….at this tym I was on the second unit while dada(abhijeet) was about to start the revision ,I wonder what makes him so studious or the other side of the coin what makes me freakishly slow in studies…(well in other fields I have done some recent advancements like cracking passwords of any window by using ubuntu and above all android but none of this counts when it come to UPTU ) …..still I got the  grip on my studies tomorrow is the exam n just two n half them are remaining….the best part of my study routine id I never revise…(coz I never get to finish until exam bell)….as i started mugging with my whatsoever book….i heard somenoise just outside my wall…suddenly out of nowhere viru n I got this instinct to check out what happening there,n  what we saw was shocking…..

journey to _____(notyet decided)

It was the hard winter of 2011 and we  were all fed up of shivering...we saw the cold here in ncr as we have never seen before.....the exams were near by..and none of us was serious...we all were busy in something...this something i will explain later....and here by  all off us ,i mean to say three of us...me sumit and rishabh...we have been friends since 1st year...we did crazy things ,laughed at each other and made fun of sunny deol in every possible way ...did dinner together in my room ,which we call family dinner,finished the whole bottle of pickle in 1 week knowingly because vipin left the bottle in my room...

now here comes the thing i called something ..this thing is chatting with girls...only rishabh in our group is somewhat comitted ,actually he is in kind of commitment phase i.e semi committed..to which some of my facebook lving friends call complicated....he is actually in dilemma whether to go on with this relationship or not....we have talked each other on this topic a number of times...but he is kindaa shy so  we don't bring this topic very often....apart from that sumit and i are counted in those kind of guys who don't wanna try on any girl...but still wanna have girlfriends.....but the truth is every guy wants a girl in his life so do we...but not any girl..it should be someone you really love ...it should not be some infatuation or crush....again coming on the situation we all were facing that exmas were coming and we were still not serious about it...instead we started going to swimming which in turn ate few hours of our not so precious time....actually passing time like this made us not to realize the pressure of not being placed..which was gud...because some of my colleagues lost some pounds thinking about failure in infosys..but the mourning of us ended at the moment when one of us said the word aloud "ABE CHALL CHOD... "....and in a second  we forgot that it is the same day we failed in infosys...as the exams came  a bit nearer i realized that this should be the time to ask my brother about the books to buy for semester exams..there is no need to mention that in every semester ,when exams are near i call my cousin gaurav to ask ,what to ask and from where..he is the one who guides me through the exam and yet i am the one who gets better percentage,we have been competing with each other since the pre primary for example once he got the 30 rank in the 7 rd class out of 32 students ..(well this one was extra ordinary)..and next day i got my report card having the number 26 mentioned in it(which is my rank obviously) out of 30 students(well that was quite excruciating)...at that time i was so afraid of showing it to dad that i requested mom to sign it for me..and guess what mom did it(she always favours me)..and then there came the 9 th class..suddenly he was very serious for studies and i was stunned by that dedication in him..which actually provoked my department of brain to function a bit faster as to compete with him..and suddenly we were one of the toppers in our college,actually i was never the topper sort of a person,i always get the 3 rd or 2nd rank...might be possible i have had some kind of allergy with 1st position.....now during those days,one day three of us were studying ..after getting exasperated by the 3 hours study..sumit started the topic that we have not been anywhere in b.tech except some places in delhi..so we should plan to go somewhere together....that was just a simple thought..after a while he rose and started writing somethings on the wall...after a while we figured that he was making a map showing places we have to visit before completing the b.tech....some of those places were amritsar,vaishno devi,sikkim,shimla,haridwar,agar ,kashmir...and many more...at that time it was just a thought....then here came the semester exams and the gap of 9 days before our final semester exam ...after coming back from the sessionals rishabh said that there are 9 days before the last exam...and the two days would be enough to prepare  for it...so we can go somewhere int he mean while...then suddenly after an hour sumit called me from chaupla and said to pack the bags as we are going to agra.......

If i could have it my Way

The fate made me to do training in HPES,but somewhere i didn't want to do it again in HPES....i don't know if it would have been settled in noida ..then i could not come and see mum and papa...some one has said it right,"jo hota hai acche ke liye hota hai"...and But still after a whole lot of things and a series of events ,i eventually did the training in HPES,Lucknow.It can be said to be destined,as even resisting my best to not to come here again ,i had to do training here again.When i finally made my mind to do it in lucknow again suddenly all the memories started to roll into my mind...first thing that came to my mind was that ,"crap! I would be all alone in the training "..not even a single person was there who would have known to me......as last year there was my friend Aishwarya and my cousin Gaurav too and training was fun,we actually never studied there sincerally,all we did was going to different restaurants and dhabas.Tasting everthing we find would be tasty was our job ,while going to lucknow i can't recall anything we would have missed from a restaurant to a simple stall,we tried everything.

Apart from this a whole new training was gonna start and and and i didn't wanna make it then...coz' most of my friends are in Linux and here i am all alone in J2ee batch..they were all saying that you are wasting your money by again doing java...coz last year i also had done training..but at that time it was more like a fun than training.At this time if i could have convinced my parents then i would have done  training in Linux..In Linux.. Navneet was  there and also Ashish was there..with Navneet it was fun last time..this man looks like being a rude and tough guy but in the heart he is softest guy i have ever met...meeting this man i learnt a few things from him.as how to do things for others with selfless attitude....it's true i learnt doing things with selfless attitude(but mostly i do coz of own interest ) but most of the time i get distracted  but this man i have seen doing things in which he did  not even have a slightest interest but he still he did well being for others(actually for me) .In spite of this there would be ashish who is my friend since school and it's been a long time since we last met.....and it would have been fun having him around but it was not that luck had decided for me...finally i did my traning in J2EE againnnn... and when there was nothing left in my life int which luck would have favoured me, then i decided to do no masti at all this time and would only study,will buy a huge book Katthy Siera  and start to study java seriously and finish that book with in a month..but how on earth can i do  something useful(i am still unable to finish that book entirely ,it's been 3 months by now..).At first i found out that "head first jsp and servlet" was not avalibale in the market,so i couldn't get it first hand and alternatively tried to search it in Aminabad Second Hand Market  .actually somewhere i had heard that you can  second hand book here.but what can one do when luck is not in your favour..and in this kinda situation you can't  avoid  a dog from biting you even if you ride on camel(this was a PJ)....and to my utmost surprise not a single of them had even heard of this book,and it was my own fault too coz i was wandering about in that area on Sunday which is an off day in HazratGanj.when i couldn't find out the book then me and my friend decided to watch a movie so we first checked out in PVR(which is a multiplex in SAHARAGANJ),but with luck strictly against us we couldn't get a evcn a single ticket to any of the 3-D movies ,so we firm determination to give some meaning to this trip we checked every mall in lucknow (barely 3-4) ,which again we couldn't get unfortunately(this word now seems defining a part of my life)..and the last option was to go for Double Dhamaal,and as per my expectation ,the movie was bogus,each and every scene in the movie was predicatable and a low quality comedy on which even a clown would have to force himself to laugh.

-----------First Day----------

and here was the first day again at HPES,BBD Lucknow.the place was very much familiar to me,but somewhere i didn't want to go through it again,even if the memories of last year's training were unforgettable,but through them was seeming to be unpleasant.In the morning i dressed up well  enough to look smart on the first day ,my elder brother even teased that if i was going on a date or training??...when i left home it was a hot shiny day,but when i reached BBD,it was raining there so i had to hurry up to get into the BBD Campus,here i noticed the name written on the board BBD UNIVERSITY, and at that very moment i thought ,"Oh! crap ,i should have taken this college at the first place"..but coz of being in hurry i didn't give much thought to it and passed ,but by the time i reached H Block i was all wet,H-Block was the place where i attend the classes last year in HPES.but after reaching there i got to know that it was not there any more but in New Engineering Building.and it took me another 20 minutes to figure out which building was New Engineering Building,and then i realised that it was the building that i passed two times  ignorantly.

-----in the building----

here i swwa students gathered around and going inside and coming outside of the classes,and now i saw Lomesh Sir(who was our trainer through out the training but i was ignorant at that time),seeing him i recalled how much fun we made of him last year,because we all were so much impresses with the Bindass teaching style of Jitendra Sir(whom we call JVM) that we didn't even want to take a single lecture from other trainers  such as Lomesh Sir,it was with him like this too because at the first day last year he asked us some PJ type boring question like,"Tell me ,if i am a management guy or a Technical guy"..man,how on earth would we know who you are...and then he debated for atleast 25 minutes with those people who dared to answer "Technical Guy"...i was even taking nap while he was  trying to amuse us....

  

how it all ended up in HPES

Well, i had thought that i will discuss the whole hp training here on my blog but who would have known that i will end up in another hp training.Same place same course(a little bit different) and the same trainee .god knows how many times i changed my mind about doing training..at first i was determined for doing it in T.C.S..but when i couldn't,i turned to DUCAT...in which most of my friends were doing training...one of the motives behind doing training in DUCAT besides good trainer,was i wanted to get out of the hostel and wanted to know how it is to live out there on rent...and do whatever you like..(coz' you know there are some restrictions in hostel)..but then one of my friend told me that DUCAT is not a good option as they don't complete the course at time and take 6 months in covering the whole syllabii..now i heard of the HP Industrial Training which is only conducted in some of the centres excluding lucknow but this option was not feasible  too because there was no doubt in living in the hostel at that time and living somewhere near would have been so time consuming that i would not be able to study properly(which in whatever sense i was not gonna do)...so now the only remaining option was to live in the noida but it was not possible too because one of my friend said that if you want to live in noida you have to contact the agents,coz' they are the only person who can make you get an apartment in noida....here i lost hope of doing training in noida..but then i heard dharmesh(whom we call "baba") also doing training in noida..i talked to him about where he would live in noida..then he suured me that his father was living in noida for over 2 years now and he can easily get a room for us...now when everything was going smooth then suddenly life became hard on me..mum and papa met an accident ..and thanks to god ..papa was alright but mum got a fracture in her left hand coz of an auto(screw you all the auto drivers)....and now here i was ,left with one and only one option that is to do training in lucknow.....this is not all luck had to do with me....now when i searched the hp site for the training i came to know that there was no seat left in the hibernate module....now this is what i hate.....here i changed my mind to do "linux" in spite of "j2ee" but....at that  time a good thing happened ....my cousin gaurav wa going home for two days ..i told him to go to BBD(which is the center of HPES in LUCKNOW) ..and check whether there is a chance of getting  a seat in hibernate module...and guess what ....bingo..there he met vikas sir(who was our PDP teacher during the last year training ) and talked to him about a seat in hibernate batch (which was already full)....vikas sir told him that as you guys were in the training last year so i can do this for you...and in the end i got a seat in hibernate batch in lucknow.....

HP Training N Life Takes A U Turn

It was the first day i was going on the training in HP at BBD lko not too far from my home town.Me and my friend chose to have batch 3 in training knowingly.we both were ignorant of the place,didn't know where to go ,my cousin told me the way to get to the conference hall,where our class was scheduled.In the way i saw a girl having goggles,a red bottle in her hand and a black stole in her neck ,she was looking like a "gunda"(the girl was Surabhi,which i came to know at the second day) .Anyways we went to the class but there was still sometime for our trainer to come ,so in that time we decided to get confirmation of  DD,we deposited as fee.We went to the the room just opposite to the hall,a mid aged woman was sitting there .The woman was greeting and replying the students very cheerfully.I was also in queue to enquire about DD,but then a girl a girl tried to overcome me(this girl was swati,which i came to know at the end of the training),when i inspected her from top to bottom,at first i amazed at her modern dressing style,wearing caprie and top.she was looking a smart and beautiful,but then my friend told me to grab the space and i first got my queries answered.

......................In The Hall..........................

After some time we settled down in the hall and got last few seats left far from A.C ,beacause of being late.and then our trainer entered ,the man was tall and healthy but having a very cute face and specs on his face.i never expected that the man would be so impressive.he really impressed us both with his teaching style and earned respect  in our eyes.he taught us well,but we were behind schedule as the training started at 10th april and we joind it at 12th,so couldn't  grasp much,but sir taught us well.The schedule was very hectic,we had to attend theory classes of 4 hours as well as practical  which lasted three to four hours.at first day in laboratory we had to select a system and had to do practicals on the same system through out the training.We grabbed two systems and suddenly a that girl with goggles and red bottle came and sat just one system away from me.It was the starting of the good things that happened to me through out the whole training.finally we cam back to our homes ..this was the end of the first day in HP.

Its only the imagination..
...come "n" give life 2 ur creation.....
don't let it be a dream....
its the true pleasure....
don't be so screamed......

ur feelings want 2 live
let them feel the life ;;;;
don't think dat they can't...
they've the ability 2 strife....

the LIFE has stretched its arms.....
let them feel the warmth..
the warmth of love z prevailing everywhere....
then what to think!!!
..... come feel it now...
     Its the every heart's DESIRE !!!!!!!

Ur feelings then realize dat
.....dis life z luvable.....

feel ur feelings, face the hatreds ....
why 2 think dat u r UNABLE !!!!!!!

THE DAY 'LL COME WHEN LOVE'LL BE UR'S ...
      'N'
          THE HATREDS'LL COME ......
            saying .......
               "" !!!! I LOVE U BOSSSSSS !!!!! ""
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Whenever... I walk alone...
I feel u with me...
whenever I sit alone...
i feel u sitting beside me..

I don't know what's dis feeling is???
I don't know what it wants 2 say???
it juzz silently come 2 me...
saying...."" HEY BUDDY DON'T GO AWAY!!! ""

I wanna feel... what's dis feeling z 'bout...
nd juzz wanna come out of the doubt...
...that.." whether the feelings can be true..,
   in this fake world...where we've only 2 walk through "n" through..??? "

I wonder why this z again happening 2day..??
......When I've learnt 2 wipe my tears.....
     and steap 2 the next day..
        maah memories are like pulling me back......
they want me 2 come out 4m da dreadful ..SACK..
the ..SACK.. in which maah memories've burried.
Howcome,again I give them the LIFE ..??..
..the LIFE 4 which maah yesterdays, 2days nd future've cried...

I juzz wanna tell ....
  DIS WORLD Z NOT A BETTER PLACE TO HAIL...
  ITS REALLY BITTER...
  ND WONT GIVE U ANOTHER CHANCE...
        ....... ONCE IF U FAIL
  DEAR MEMORIES THE TIMES'VE CHANGED...
  NOW PEOPLE DON'T LOVE THEIR "DEAR ONES" ...
  4 THEM THERE'RE "THINGS" ...
      ..... WITH THEM THEY'RE ENGAGED.....

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